Dealing with mental health issues

[Disney_dreams2]

Right where do I even start... I am a long term regular here, but for the sake of this post I wanted to create a new profile as this post is really hard for me to do, and don't really want people knowing the below about me, despite not knowing anyone here personally, but I feel like this is my last resort.

For the last 18 months, I have been dealing with depression/mental health issues off and on, literally nobody knows quite how bad it is though. Everyday is a struggle, and it's just getting worse and worse and I have no clue who to turn to. I have a really few close friends and family, but they all have their own stuff going on and don't want to burden them with my problems, I just feel like my problems are silly, I feel like everyone would be better off without me around.

I did visit the GP last year but nothing came of it really.

I don't know who and where to turn to, so my last resort is to post on here, and see if I can get some advice from someone who has potentially felt this way, or helped anyone in this situation before.

Any advice at all will be appreciated.